Did you Know  ???
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Bihar has more number of Literate than Kerala and Tamil Nadu
combined?

Bihar has more number of Graduate than Andhra Pradesh and Kerala
combined?

More Biharis are doctors than Punjab and Gujarat combined?

Bihar has produced more number of IAS officer than Kerala,
Karnataka, Tamil Nadu , Andhra and Gujarat combined?

More Biharis are bank probationary office than any other state?

More Biharis are in IIT compare to Maharashtra and Gujarat?

Murder rate in Bihar is half of murder rate in Mumbai?

Rape in Bihar is 1/10th of Delhi?


Number of people killed in Bihar in communal violence is 1/75 th
of Gujarat?

Naxalites in Bihar have killed less people than in Andhra Pradesh?


Bihar produces more wheat than Punjab?

Bihar is only large state where no farmer committed suicide?

More Bihari Girls complete Graduation than Kerala

Thats Bihar ..
spread the truth.. dont carried away with gossip.........

1. NIIT Not Interested in IT

2. WIPRO Weak Input, Poor & Rubbish Output

3. HCL Hidden Costs & Losses

4. TCS Totally Confusing Solutions

5. INFOSYS Inferior Offline Systems

6. HUGHES Highly Useless Graduates Hired for Eating and Sleeping

7. BAAN Beggars Association and Nerds

8. IBM Implicitly Boring Machines

9. SATYAM Sad and Tired Yelling Away Madly

10. PARAM Puzzled and Ridiculous Array of Microprocessors

11. C-DOT Coffee during Office Timings

12. AT&T All Troubles & Terrible

13. CMC Coffee, Meals and Comfort

14. DEC Drifting & Exhausted Computers

15. BFL Brainwash first and Let them go

17. TISL Totally Inconsistent Systems Ltd.

18. PSI Peculiar Symptoms of India

19. ORACLE On-line Romance And Chatting with Lady Employees .

20. PATNI Pathetic Appraisal Techniques, No Increments.

21. MASTEK Mad and Stupid Technicians Enrooted to Kab

small truth to make our Life 100% successful..........

If
A=1
B=2
C=3
D=4
E=5
F=6
G=7
H=8
I=9
J=10
K=11
L=12
M=13
N=14
O=15
P=16
Q=17
R=18
S=19
T=20
U=21
V=22
W=23
X=24
Y=25
Z=26

Then
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K =
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%


K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E =
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%


L+O+V+E=
12+15+22+5=54%


L+U+C+K =
12+21+3+11 = 47%


(None of them makes 100%)

...............................

Then what makes 100%


Is it Money? ..... No!!!!!


Leadership? ...... NO!!!!


Every problem has a solution,

only if we perhaps change our "ATTITUDE".


It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work
that makes OUR Life 100% Successful..


A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E =
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%

If Karan Johar made Taare
Obvious starcast:
Shah Rukh Khan as the arts teacher (duh duh duh!!).
Aryan Khan as the dyslexic child (even if he could not act for nuts).
Rani Mukerjee as the kid's mom (assuming Kajol is unavailable).
Abhishek Bachchan as the kid's dad.
Amitabh Bachchan as the school principal (who cares if the role is
ultra minute, he can afford it).
It would be shot in New York to appeal to the NRI audience.
The story line would obviously be different. SRK would fall for the
dyslexic kid's mom. The last scene would have the mom running to the
teacher rather than the kid. And again, like in so many other movies,
SRK would get someone else's girl.
It would have one dance number.
The film would be titled 'Kuch Taare Zameen Par.

 If Sanjay Leela Bhansali made Taare
Obvious starcast:
Salman as the teacher.
Rani as the mother.
Of course the whole film would be shot on elaborate sets. The school
would be nothing short of Harvard university.
An orchestra would play every time anyone cried.
Slow motion, different camera angles for every scene.
The school uniforms would match the classroom walls even though that
does not make a f***ing difference.
The film would cost 60 crores.

 If Farah Khan made Taare
Obvious starcast:
SRK as the teacher (yawn).
In the original Taare, Aamir makes an entry at the interval point. In
Farah's version, SRK would be on screen on for 2.30 hrs out of the
2.45 hrs and would be introduced in the first scene itself.
The story would be changed to make sure the above happened. The focus
of the film would be a teacher who helps a kid fight dyslexia.
To make it a complete entertainer, there would be a romantic angle,
comedy, and action thrown in. Oh idea!! Nikumbh's character likes
another teacher and the kiddo helps him.. throw in some comedy moments
there and you have romance and comedy settled. For action.. hmm..
lemme see.. oh yah, the kid gets kidnapped and the teacher fights the
baddies to save him. Wow!! I'm quite an imaginative writer. I can see
how Farah can write a film from scratch in two weeks straight.
The film posters would have a big SRK with the tiny image of the kid
in the background

 If Rakesh Roshan made Taare
Obvious starcast:
Hrithik Roshan as the teacher.
Since Rakesh Roshan cannot think beyond science fiction these days,
this film would have that too. Instead of dyslexia, the kid would have
alienositis or something, a condition induced due to him witnessing an
alien abduction.
Instead of Nikumbh being an arts teacher, he would be a physics
teacher, and instead of asking kids to be creative, he would ask them
to challenge the science we know.
In the scene where Nikumbh asks the kids to open their minds and make
whatever they want outdoors, the kid Ishaan, instead of making a boat,
would end up making a working spaceship prototype.
Nikumbh would cure the kids problem by making a full fledged version
of the kid's prototype, traveling to the alien planet, and asking them
to give the kid his powers back.
The film would have music by Rajesh Roshan ripped off from some world music.
The film's name would again start with a K.. probably 'Kuch Aliens
Taaron se Zameen Par'.
The director would make sure Hrithik gets to show all his abilities.
This would mean a scene with Roshan jr flexing his muscles, and a
dance competition in the end, instead of an arts competition.

 If Priyadarshan made Taare:
Obvious starcast:
Akshay Kumar as the teacher.
Paresh Rawal as the kid's dad.
It would be a brainless comedy. The kid's dyslexia would be made fun
of. Half the times the parents will be running after the kid from one
room to the other and that, in the director's opinion, would be funny.
The film will be full of sex jokes. So for example, when Akshay would
come to the parents telling them that their son has dyslexia, the
ignorant father would say something inappropriate like 'iss umar mein?
par kaise, woh to hamesha boys school mein padha hai!'. And yes, the
director would think it is funny.
In the climax of the film all the characters in the film would run
around in the amphitheater for no reason, spilling colors on each
other. That's where the film will end, without any logical conclusion.
And of course, Paresh Rawal would emote like an epileptic himself
making us question the boy's mental abilities anyway.

Have you ever participated in any contest lucky draw..??? if yes, then you will realize how fantastic is the experience.

From my childhood days i have fastination with these type of games, jackpot,lottery and all such types of stuffs.I have participated in many and hope that someday i will be a great winner.But till this date i have not been so fortunate.so i started believing that all these lottery thing is a total crap.
But when i was in intermediate i took part in a quiz competition organized by HINDUSTAN TIMES called BIHAR QUIZ CONTEST.The quiz used to be based on bihar and questions happend to be really tough one.so i used to search from many mazagines ,newpapers and then send entries.My close friends laughed at me and my craziness.but one day my name was published in the newspaper for being considered among best entries.then my friend got jealous of me and my instant success.

So now i started believing that yes success comes with a little bit of luck.but never believed on only and only luck.because i have never seen winning any thing out of total luck.
but today it happened.......................

Today i was attending pre-placement talk(PPT) of a big software company called DE SHAW.after the talk was over they distributed some blank papers among all and asked to fill up.after that they collected that and said its a lucky draw.we have one gift and the most luckiest guy would get that.i joked that surely i am going to be that person.but ofcourse that was a joke.i was sitting with some of my friends and they were laughing on my statement.but soon the result was announced.the luckiest winner was my friend sitting beside me.He got an apple ipod of cost 9000/ Rs.   we all were thrilled.and started dancing singing..making ho halllaaaa..........after that we draged him in the PARK restaurant and enjoyed dinner on his cash..

MORAL :if somebody close to you wins some lottery then you start believing that yes guys do get somthing so called jack pot.AND yes that must be in your destiny then only you can win..

mujhe unke orkut accnt ke abt me mein se mila ye poem to laga raha hoon yahan ..enjoy !!!
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Mai koi shabd nahin jo kaha jaye,
ruh nahin jo mit jaye,
safar nahin jo mukam paye!!
Mai to BAS EK ESSAS hu,
jise mahsus karo to jingdagi kam pad jaye!!



इस अजनबी सी दुनिया में, अकेला इक ख्वाब हूँ.
सवालों से खफ़ा, चोट सा जवाब हूँ.

जो ना समझ सके, उनके लिये "कौन".
जो समझ चुके, उनके लिये किताब हूँ.

दुनिया कि नज़रों में, जाने क्युं चुभा सा.
सबसे नशीला और बदनाम शराब हूँ.

सर उठा के देखो, वो देख रहा है तुमको.
जिसको न देखा उसने, वो चमकता आफ़ताब हूँ.

आँखों से देखोगे, तो खुश मुझे पाओगे.
दिल से पूछोगे, तो दर्द का सैलाब हूँ.

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इतने दोस्तो मे भी एक दोस्त की तलाश है मुझे
इतने अपनो मे भी एक अपने की प्यास है मुझे

छोड आता है हर कोइ समन्दर के बीच मुझे
अब डूब रहा हु तो एक सािहल की तलाश है मुझे

लडना चाहता हु इन अन्धेरो के गमो से
बस एक शमा के उजाले की तलाश है मुझे

तग आ चुका हु इस बेवक्त की मौत से मै
अब एक हसीन िजन्द्गी की तलाश है मुझे

दीवना हु मै सब यही कह कर सताते है मुझे
जो मुझे समझ सके उस शख्श की तलाश है

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yadein hai teri
ya
yadon me tum ho ??
khawab hai tere
ya
khawabon me tum ho ??
hamein bas itna bata do....
ki...
hum jaan hai teri ...??
ya
jaan me tum ho....!!!!!!

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Khubsurat chehron ki chah me.

mere pyaron doston , gyan kuchh sun lijiye
padh chuke ho bahut pothi, aaj kuchh gun lijiye..
haath me ho gomukhi mobile sada firti rahe....
shant upar se dikho, bhitar guftgoo chalti rahe...!!
prem se canteen, parkon, restron me jaiye..,,
khubsurat chehron se aankh senk aaiye..!!
hasne ki baat nahi , galati koi meri nahi...
dekhne ki chiz hai sab , isliye ..hamne unhe chhodi nahi...!!
orkut,google pe search mara, par unhe paya nahi....
scrap bahut kiya , reply kabhi aaya nahi...!!
har mohalla chhan mara ,par na unka ghar mila..,
kisi teliphone guide, me nahi number mila...!!
isliye chhod mai aasha restaron ki,
college ki aaya saran...
college se bhi adhik bhaye, college k dostgan...!!
Doston se bhi adhik, Dostino ka bhakt hu...,
isliye...mai Khubsurat chehron ki , chah me anurakt hu...

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The Power Of Thought -

Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about others and ourselves. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help you recognize her when you meet her.

The Power Of Respect -

You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect asks yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about them?"

The Power Of Giving

If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship ask not what the other person will be able to give to you, but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.

The Power Of Friendship

To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other's eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grow. If you want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.

The Power Of Touch

Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.

The Power Of Letting Go

If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me - today is the beginning of a new life."

The Power Of Communication

When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them.Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I Love you." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them. If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the
people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and.. Why are you waiting?

The Power Of Commitment

If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.

The Power Of Passion

Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone; it comes from deep commitment, enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.

The Power Of Trust

Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feels wrapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly? " If the answer is
"no", think carefully before making a commitment.

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DISCLAIMER :these SMSes have been sent by my frnds
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most relation are like a delicate flower,eventually they dry and die.I am however a cactus ,i will always be poking you so that you remeber me always


absence should be long enough so that some one misse you,but it should not be so long that some one learns to live without you.


the relations which require effort to be maintained are never true and if relations are true they never require any effort to be maintained


7 rules to be happy
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1.free your heart from hatred
2.free your mind from worries
3.live simple
4.expect less
5.give more
6.always smile
7.never see mirror :)


friendship should have a determination like a mirror which never loses its ability to reflecteven if its broken in 1000 pieces.

in life we have lot to loose and little to chose.so when ever you a get a chance to choose do it wisely and carefully and make sure you never loose what you choose.

remember me like pressed flower in your notebook.it may not be having any fragnance but will remind you my existence for ever.

Great Achievements by Indians and we are Proud to be Indian

Who is the co-founder of Sun Micro systems?

• Mr. Vinod Khosla
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• Who is the creator of Pentium chip (90% of the today's computers run on it)?
• Mr. Vinod Dham
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• Who is the third richest man on the world?
• According to the latest report on Fortune Magazine, He is Premji who is the CEO of Wipro Industries. The Sultan of Brunei is at 6th position now.
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• Who is the founder and creator of Hotmail (World's No. 1 web based E-Mail program)?
• Mr. Sabeer Bhatia later on sold to Microsoft.
•  
• Who is the president of AT & T-Bell Labs (AT & T-Bell Labs is the creator of program languages such as C, C++, UNIX to name a few)?
• Mr. Arun Netravalli
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• Who is the GM of Hewlett Packard?
• Mr. Rajiv Gupta
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• Who is the new MTD (Microsoft Testing Director) of Windows 2000 , responsible to iron out all initial problems?
• Mr. Sanjay Tejwrika
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• Who are the Chief Executives of Citibank, Mckensey & Standard Charted
• Mr. Victor Menezes, Mr. Rajat Gupta and Mr. Rana Talwar

We Indians are the wealthiest among all ethnic groups in America , even faring better than the whites and the natives

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There are 3.22 Millions of INDIANs in USA (1.5 % of population).

o        YET, 38% of doctors in USA are INDIANs.

o        12% scientists in USA are INDIANs.

o        36% of NASA scientists are INDIANs.

o        34% of Microsoft employees are INDIANs.

o        28% of IBM employees are INDIANs.

o        17% of INTEL scientists are INDIANs.

o        13% of XEROX employees are INDIANs.

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§         When many cultures in the world were only nomadic forest dwellers over 5000 years ago, Indians established Harappan culture in Sindhu Valley ( Indus Valley Civilization).

§         India never invaded any country in her last 1000 years of history.

§         India invented the Number system. Aryabhatta invented zero.

§         The world's first university was established in Takshila in 700 BC. More than 10500 students from all over the world studied more than 60 subjects.

§         The University of Nalanda built in the 4th century BC was one of the greatest achievements of ancient India in the field of education.

§         According to the Forbes magazine, Sanskrit is the most suitable language for computer software.

§         Ayurveda is the earliest school of medicine known to humans.

§         Although western media portray modern images of India as poverty stricken and under developed through political corruption, India was once the richest empire on earth and will again be one in future.

§         The art of navigation was born in the river Sindh 5000 years ago. The very word "Navigation" is derived from the Sanskrit word NAVGATIH.

§         Budhayana first calculated the value of pi, and he explained the concept of what is now known as the Pythagorean Theorem. British scholars have last year (1999) officially published that Budhayan's works dates to the 6th Century, which is long before the European mathematicians.

§         The largest numbers the Greeks and the Romans used were 106 whereas Indians used numbers as big as 1053.

§         Algebra, Trigonometry and Calculus came from India . Quadratic Equations were by Sridharacharya in the 11th Century.

§         USA based IEEE has proved what has been a century-old suspicion amongst academics that the pioneer of wireless communication was Professor Jagdish Bose and not Marconi.

§         According to the Gemological Institute of America , up until 1896, India was the only source of diamonds to the world.

 

§         Chess was invented in India ..

§         The earliest reservoir and dam for irrigation was built in Saurashtra.

§         The place value system, the decimal system was developed in India in 100 BC.

§         Usage of anesthesia was well known in ancient India .

§         Sushruta is the father of surgery. 2600 years ago he and health scientists of his time conducted surgeries like caesareans, cataract, fractures and urinary stones.

§         India conquered and dominated

China culturally for 20 centuries without ever having to send a single soldier across her border" Hu Shih (former Chinese Ambassador to USA) If we don't see even a glimpse of that great India in the India that we see today, it clearly means that we are not working up to our potential, and that if we do, we could once again be an ever shining and inspiring country setting a bright path for rest of the world

I hope you enjoyed it and work towards the welfare of INDIA . Next Hindusim spreads all over the world and you might be knowing that US, UK, German and Japanese Universities has introduced Scholar degree programmed on  being Hindusim a total Scientific Religion. 

I love You..mam !!!
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badi mushkil se main us bahumanjili imarat ki sidhiyan chadh kar kabhi idhar to kabhi udhar jakar finally uska room dhundh paya.uske darwaje par likha tha..

DR. SARITA BAJAJ
ASSISTANT PROFESSOR
VGSOM
IIT KHARAGPUR

aah !! kya pyaara naam hai..saritaaaaaaaaaa.
darwaja band tha..khula..dekha ki ek or achhi mast si mam se o bate kar rahi thi..
kya bat hai..?? kyon khade ho..??? usne puchha
"jii..i want to see my answerscript"...maine kaha
okkkkkk..abhi tak kahan the tum
"mam..us din barish ho rahi thi isliye nahi aa paya.".
"to barish ko bolna chahiye tha na tumhe ki..plzzzzz barish ji ruk jao..mujhe class jana hai.".usne nahle par dehla mara.
hiihihihihihiih..has padi o..haste huye kya mast lag rahi thi.

mujhe intezar karne ko kaha
o tab tak baten kar rahi thi us mam se.
fir jab bat kar liya mujhe kamre mein bulaya.

maine najar bhar kar uske kamre ko dekha.kamra jyada bada nahi tha lekin ladkiyon ki tarah sajaya hua bhi nahi tha.uski mang mein sindur nahi tha. o unmarried thi.ye mujhe pata tha.table par bahut sari filen padi huyi thi bagal mein ek aalmari thi o bhi filon se bhari huyi thi.

usne kaha ki answershit to upar almari mein hai.. utaro tum..???
haan lekin meri hight kam thi so kaha tum ruko main utarti hoon.
o table par chad gayi or answerscript ka bundle utarne lagi.

main use puri najar se dekhne laga..

umr-34 saal
hight-5.6''
rang gora..dhadhkta hua
mansal sarir
kajrari aankhen
gulab ki pankhudi se hoth
mesurements-37-25-37

main uskp bhar najar dekh raha tha...kya fursat se banaya tha rab ne is hur ko..
inhi kalpnaon mein uljha hua tha ki o dagmaga gayi..girte girte bachi.
"is table ko thik se pakdo..main abhi gir gayi hoti"-usne kaha
maine table kya pakda..uske itne najdik aane ka mouka mil gaya.main chipak sa gaya uske pairon se..
yeeeeeeee..kya kar rahe ho jara dur hoke khade nahi ho sakte..???
"sorry mam..galati ho gayi.."
sorry ke bacheeeeeee....
main uske pas khada tha
usko niche se upar tak dekh raha tha.

kya curves hain.uski sugandh se main madhosh ho raha tha.jab suraj ki dhup kamre ki khidaki se uske badan par padi to uska har ek ang saf dikhne laga mujhe.mujhe ye bhi dikh gaya ki aaj usne kis rang ki bra pahni hai or kis rang ki panty pahni hai..
goshhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!
main apne upar control khota use pahle hi o niche utar gayi ..o file lekar.

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haan naam bolo..or roll no bolo
ji naam RAHUL roll no 04AG1012
good..to aapko mila hai rahul ji..10/50.

mera chehra latak gaya.is bich main uski nail polish dekha.choclate rang ki nailpolish or tarashe huye nakhun the uske.usne plastic ki par mahangi slipper pahni thi.pyare chhote se pair or usmien bhi pyari chhoti si ungliyan thi uski.maine man hi man milya apni pairon ki ungliyon se uske pairon ki ungliyon ko.

bhagvan ne mujhe uske liye hi banaya hai yesi soch pal bhar ke liye mere jehan mein aayi.
jara gour se dekha.uske bayen gal par thik nak ke niche ek til bhi thi.uski kajrari aankhen or bhi kajrari ho jati jab o gussati thi.uske nak nukile the jo or bhi nukile tote jaise ho jate.
pyara sa gusaa to uske chehre par har ek pal aata hai or chala jata hai.

"rahul..tumhari problem kya hai ??? your score is really really bad"
"mam..i am not able to concentrate on my studies"..
"ooo i see.kya sochte rahte ho..?? kyon concentrate nahi kar pate ?? exactly problem kya hai mujhe batao. sayad i will help you....usne kaha.

"mam..you are my problem.."
"ohoooooooo wah ji..i am your problem..bhai maine kya kar diya..???
"mam main hamesha aapke hi bare mein sochta rahta hoon.aap shadi kyon nahi kar leti ..??? aap abhi tak unmarried kyon hain..??? mam i am in love with you.
I LOVE YOU MAM..main ek sans mein lagatar ye bolta chala gaya.

"get lost you idiot"..padhai karni nahi hai chale hain i love you kahne.
ek minute ruko.ye batao tumhara koi dost nahi hai ??? .i mean dont you have any frnd??
tum akele akele kyon rahte ho..???meri umr dekho..apni umr dekho plz ye sab sochna chodo..isse kuchh nahi hota.

"rahul ..you are a good boy..padhai likhai karo..is prem vrem mein mat pado plz.
koi achhi si ladki dekho...usse dosti karo..!!!

maine uska bhasad suna.muh latkaye huye room se bahar nikla.
usne mujhe bulyaya...

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मेरी प्रेम कहानी

राहुल बाबू कैसे हैं आप ?
ठीक हूँ भाभी मैने कहा
नही तो आपकी आँखें तो झूठ कह रही हैं ?भाभी ने कहा
मेरी आँखों में आँसू भर आए.भाभी मेरे बगल में बैठ गयी
र्शमी की याद आ रही है ना?हाँ भाभी उसके बिना सायद मैं जी ना पाऊं....मैने कहा.
एसा नही कहते पगले..भाभी बोली.
मेरी प्रंपरिया र्शमी के बाद भाभी ही मेरी सबसे अच्छी दोस्त हैं.
उनसे आजतक कोई भी बात छ्छूपाई नही है
ओ बहुत प्यारी हैं मगर जब मुझे आप बोलती हैं तो छीड़ सी होती है मुझे.मैं घर में सबसे बड़ा हू.ओ पड़ोस की भाभी हैं तब भी मेरे रश्मी के ओर इनके तार जुड़े हुए हैं के इस पैर मेरा घर उस पैर भाभी का ओर उसके बगल में एक सफ़ेद मंज़िला इमारत है जहाँ मेरी रश्मी का जन्म हुआ था.
प्यारे से गुड्डे गुड़िया की तरह थे जब मेरी मा ओर पिनकी हम दोनो को साथ पलंग पैर लीटा देती.लोग कहते वाह क्या प्यारी जोड़ी है !!!
यह जोड़ी बदी हुई ओर सचूल जाने लगी का हैर पाठ हमने साथ में पढ़ा ओर गहरी दोस्ती का भी.

फिर समय ने करवत बदली.मैं पटना एक अवसूया विदयालया में आ गया.वह वही पढ़ने लगी.हम निम्न मध्यमवर्गिया परिवार से हैं सो लड़कियों को दूर पढ़ने नही भेजा जाता है मैं वापस लौटा तो ओ नकचड़ी लड़ाकू अब गयी थी.मैं भी पढ़कू ओर गंभीर गया था सो खुल कर बात करना बंद गया था.
काई बार हमारी आँखे चार हुई.मैं मुस्कुराया ओ भी मुस्कुराई प्र मुह से हम एक लफ्ज़ भी नही कह सके.

वह कपड़े सूखने या किसी बहाने छत पैर आ जाती और मुझे तिरचही नज़र से देखते हुए मुस्कुरा देती ओर शर्मा कर मेरे दिल में एक हलचल सी मचा देती.गवन में लड़कियाँ बदी जाती है तो उनसे मीलना काम जाता है पीनकी आंती से बाते करता बस उसे देख भर पाता था.

उस दिन तो ग़ज़ब ही गया.मैं बरामदे में बैठा था ओ अपने घर के दरवाज़े पैर खड़ी मुझे देख रही थी.पता नही क्या सोचकर मैने उसकी तरफ़ kiss उछाहली उसने भी kiss kiya और सरमती हुई अंदर चली गयी उस रात मुझे नींद नही आई.करवत बदलते बदलते रात भर कुच्छ सोचता रहा.सुबह जल्दी जगा.एक तस्वीर निकली जिसमीएन एक लड़का एक लड़की को kiss कर रहा था .एक love letter भी लिखा ओर ले कर पूजा भाभी के पास गया.

आरे राहुल बाबू आप ओर इतनी सुबह कोई ख़ास बात है क्या ??स्वाभाविक प्रस्न था ,क्यंकि मैं उनके घर बहुत ही क्म जाता था.
"जी भाभी,मुझे आपसे अकेले में कुच्छ बात करनी है मैने कहा.
"ओ तब तो ज़रूर कोई ख़ास बात है " !!!
भाभी मैं र्शमी को बहुत चाहता हूँ क्या आप उसे ये letter दे देंगी ?? मैने सीधा सपाट कहा.
"ओ तो यह खिचड़ी पाक रही है तभी मैं सोची की ये MR. पढ़कू इतना खुस क्यों नज़र आते हैं !!!
क्ब से चल रहा है ये सब ??
"जी बचपन से " मैने कहा.
"चुप बुढ़ु कहीं का,एसा भी कहीं होता है क्या "भाभी ने हस्ते हुए कहा.
"वैसे मुझपे इतना भरोसा क्यों ??? मैं आपकी मा को भी तो ब्टा सकती हूँ.
"पता नही क्यों ? लेकिन मुझे आपपे भरोसा है भाभी की तरफ़ देखा.उनकी आँखें मौन स्वीकृति दे रही थी.

ख़ैर यही से हमारे पत्रो का सीलसीला सुरू गया.हम दोनो छत पैर बैठ कर आँखो से दिल की बातें किया करते जिनका आईना हमारे पत्र बनते क्यी बार हम मिलते प्र दिल की बातें दिल में ही रह जाती.यह सिलसिला चार साल तक चला फ़ीर मैं IIT KHRAGPUR आ गया.वह I.Sc complete क्र कढ़ाई सिलाई सीखने लगी.

आख़िर कब तक चलता ये सिलसिला कभी ना कभी तो इसे टूटना ही था.मेरा IIT में 2nd yr. पूरा हुआ.गर्मी की छुट्टी में घर पहुँचा. हमेशा की तरह अपनी जान के दर्शन किया लेकिन उसके चेहरे पैर मैने गंभीरता की झलक देखी.अगले दिन भाभी के घर पहुँच तो रश्मी वहाँ पहले से ही बैठी थी.

"भाभी' रश्मी यहाँ पहले से ही बैठी है मैं भी यहाँ बैठुंगा तो लोग तरह तरह की बाते कहेंगे.भाभी कुछ बोलती इससे पहले रश्मी ही बोल उठी.
"इतना डरते तो प्यार क्यों किया ??मैं चुप रहा.
भाभी बोली" ये आपका ही इंतज़ार कर रही थी आपसे मिलना चाहती है
"आप तो जानती हैं इस तरह मिलने से हम तीनो ही बदनाम जाएँगे " मैने कहा.

ख़ैर तय हुआ की आगली रात को एक बजे मिलना है रात भर सो नही सका.उसके सबदों ओर आँखों की अधीरता मुझे बेचैन कर रही थी.
निर्धारित समय पैर मैं और वो मेरे घर के पिच्छे वाले कमरे में मीले.मेरा दिल धड़ धड़ कर रहा था.
"रश्मी..कैसी हो ?? मेरे मुह से पहला लफ्ज़ नीकला.
"बड़ी चिता है तुम्हे मेरी "वह रुआंसी होकर बोली.
"बोलो,क्या बात है ??? मैने कहा.
"तुम्हे कुच्छ पता भी है की मेरी शादी होने वाली है और तुम पूछते हो की क्या बात है ??तुम्हारे सिवा मैं किसी ओर के बारे में सोच भी नही सकती.राहुल मुझसे शादी कर लो.मैं तुम्हारे बिना जी नही पाऊगी.बोलते बोलते उसकी आँखों में आँसू भर आए.

मैं अवाक रह गया.
"रश्मी मैने भी तुम्हारे बिना जी नही सकता.लेकिन टुमए दो साल इंतज़ार करना पड़ेगा.हम अगर अभी शादी कर लेंगे तो सयदा किसी लायक नही रहेंगे." मैं बोलता ही चला गया.
"राहुल, मैं किसी की परवाह नही करती हम लोग घर से भाग चलते हैं तो मैं म्र जौंगी.
"रश्मी, मुझे समझने की कोसिस करो अभी मैं कुछ नही कर सकता.नवंबेर में आऊंगा तब बात करेंगे इस प्र.
"मेरी धड़काने बढ़ गयी और आँखे न्म थी."


"राहुल"...मेरे कंठ अवरुद्ध हो गाये और ओ मेरे गले लग्कर रोने लगी रगो में उफान आ गया.फिर हम दोनो अस्त व्यस्त हो ग्ये.फिर ओ हो गया जो होना नही चाहिए था और पूरी रात जैसे कुछ ही पलों में बीत गयी की चहचाहाठ ने हमीएन अपने अपने घरों की तरफ़ जाएँ को सावधान किया.

फिर वही लुका छिपी का खेल चलता रहा.छुट्टी बीती और मैं IIT आ गया.लेकिन मेरा मन यहाँ नही लगा.उसकी एक एक बात मुझे हतोड़े की तरह चोट कर रही थी.मियाने सोचा वह ज़्यादा भावुक है ठीक हो जाएगी. मुझे लगा की पलक झपकते ही घर पहुँच जाऊं.घर पहुँचा तो देखा उसके घर में शादी की तैयारियाँ जोरो प्र थी.

बस दो दिन बाद शादी थी.मैं सोच में पद गया.भाभी ने किसी तरह मुलाक़ात कराई.उसकी आँखे रोते रोते सूज़ गयी थी.

"रश्मी"..क्या हाल बना रखा है मेरी जान ..???मैं भी रूवन्सा हो गया.
"तुम नही समझोगे"..उसने बस इतना ही कहा और ऐसे देखा जैसे मेरी गहराई जान गयी हो....
पता नही क्यों मैं उसके गले लग्कर रोने लगा....
उसे लगा मैं बहुत असहाय हूँ.
और मेरी जान ने मुझे ऐसा सहर दिया जिसे मैं जन्म जन्म तक नही भूल पाऊँगा.
suicide note में लिखा था

"राहुल,तुमने मुझे प्यार करना सिखाया प्र नीभा ना सके.तुम कहीं ना कहीं कमज़ोर हो.बस तुम मुझे
छू सकते थे.
आशा करती हूँ की हम ह्र जन्म में दो शरीर एक जान रहेंगे.
तुम्हारी
(जान)
"हाँ जान मैं तुम्हारा हूँ और हमेशा ही तुम्हारा रहूँगा...."मैं बेजार होकर रोने लगा.
उसकी चिता से उठता धुआ मेरे मन के अंदर भी भर रहा था.

मेरा दिल भी उसमें समा गया.
"आह मेरी जान चली गयी और हम देखते ही रह ग्ये..!!!

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i hope you will love my effort.
Regards

Have You seen "The Silence of Lambs","Wrong Turn","Old Boy"

if you have not seen them then i will suggest you to see them sooner the better.these movies are a class of its genre.all deals with a person in the center who is very obessive about himself.he is pshycho.he kills human being.even eats them.cannibalism is the route to his existence.you can see in these movies how horrifying a human can be when he is not behaving in human ways.recent accident or say incident in VIRGINIA TECH campus is another chapter in the history of this pshycho behavior of humans.

now lets talk on this incident.
the campus-killer re enacted scenes from a violent south korean movie called"OLD BOY".the guy shooted the major scenes and then went on spree of killing 32 students who could be the future leader of technology.the guy was a solitary,sullen face among some bright students.
he was angry with all kind of things.he could be angry with florocent lamp and be angry even with painted walls.many things could make him angry enough to kill some one.

he was a stalker with a simmering dislike for women.he spied on pretty young women took their photographs and would post them on net.some times back he wroteon the college website that "he was going to kill".but no one gave head to that.he remained enigma in the eyes of students and teachers.
a moody unsimiling figure who would like to call himself"????".some students claim that he was a walking ghost.
he was a deluded soul who would fantasise to have relatioship with beautifull girls and he targeted some of them.he had infatuation with a girl very strongly and the girl was unaware about that.
some student called him"creepy".."total weirdo" and many more things.
never the less if every one was clear that he was abnormal then why the hell he was permitted to have gun.he was danger to himself and to society and most of the people were aware of it but even then he was freely walking on the roads of VIRGINIA TECH and went on to kill those innocent students.

these self obessed people will always be there.troubled brothrehood and bearing can make them like that.solitary face should be identified and cured as soon as possible otherwise more VIRGINIA TECH type incident will follow and we would remain the mute watcher of these happenings.these type of people should be well identified and taken care off if you hope to stop mascare of innocent peoples.

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Nice and Inspirational Quotes

# the only reason i talk to myself is because that i'm the only one whose answers i accept.

# i am free of all prejudices.i hate everyone equally.

# To learn to succeed you must learn to fail.

# life is a do-it-yourself project.your attitude and the choices you make today,help build the "house" you will live in tomorrow.so build wisely and carefully.

# your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other thing.

# it's how you deal witha failure determines how you will succeed .

# ek pyar ka nagma hai..moujon ki rawani hai;jindagi or kuchh bhi nahi ;teri meri kahani hai.

# ye jiwan hai ;is jiwan ka;yahi hai rang roop.

# A marriage is not a one night celebration.its a relationship between two indivisual,two families.as the relation develops a society is born from which later a state and a nation is born.so,when it breaks it measures to bigger disintegration than mere a relationship.

# whenever you find frustration,you will always discover that the person concerned had been too self-centred and the only hope for him is through learning to take interest in other people,to find joy in joy of other people.this is the royal path that makes for health,for strengh,for efficiency.this great truth-universal and human-we should apply to our life and to this world.

# frustration results from a sense of limitation,frustration can not end as long as the cause is identified which is our limitation ant that is physical"body",a mind and personality. i have no indivisulity so how could i have indivisual meaning and indivisual purpose ???.

# Leadership is experiential..its realy a trained art.

# Courage lies in acceptance and coping with failure.It shows that you posses strong will power which will help you acquire right knowledge and learn its right application.

# Never expect things to happen..
struggle and make them happen.
never expect yourself to be given a good valuecreate a value of your own

# If a drop of water falls in lake there is no identity.But if it falls on a leaf of lotus it shine like a pearl.so choose the best place where you would shine..

# Falling down is not defeat...defeat is when your refuse to get up...

# Ship is always safe at shore... but is is not built for it

# When your successful your well wishers know who you are when you are unsuccessful you know who your well wishers are

#  It is great confidence in a friend to tell him your faults; greater to tell him/her

# "To the world you might be one person,
but to one person you just might be the world

#  "Even the word 'IMPOSSIBLE' says 'I M POSSIBLE' "

#  Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference.

Disclaimer :This post is not meant for public display of eroticism.Sex is most taboo but talked(in closed circuits) about subject.its like food water and shelter but we never talk on it publicaly.i will put some points.your criticism and appreceation will be welcomed wholeheartedly.
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So much hohala is going on in many states on sex education.this is most indecent proposal for a basic instinct.To teach your just big tiny todes about this reproductive tract is henious moral crime.some branded police as "TALIBAN" but some gave applouse.

teachers are finding themselves in very uncomfortable postion doing this filthy job.children have no one to teach them about XY-XX interaction.after all they are just "WHORE MOANS" interactions.public dispaly of affection(PDA) is treated like "Public disparaged affliction.if this discipline is treated like any other discipline and guidlines are laid then dont you think it will roar with its superb effects....???

lets talk about this taboo subject.
Sexual Desire
this phrase itself is just erotic and sensational.just its name comes with little pungent,little smutty,little salty and sensational.its a mix of adernaline,hormone,puffing of chests and some bodily exercise.you feel warm relaxed and in comfort zone when relieved with its instantanious aoura.its an opportunity of pleasure and pain.its an experience of extreme ultimate pleasure which can never be truely defined in true words.its convergence of two body and soul.it has anamotical emotional bodily mechanism installed to perform.

How does it unfolds from start to ultimate can be described in this way ???
sexual encounter begins with desire.a partner is seeked,coupling leads to arousal followed by excitement and then momentarly satisfacion of coolness,unification or unity of two different physical structures.brain is the controling center of all these activities and so its the brain
being satisfied the most.

How it is Taboo ???
God,nature and love,affection have very interesting chord to bind.God has given the power to express love and affection to every living organism,be it male,female,dog,bitch or bird.our creater is very clever.He manages to install this sense in every creature in very smart way.just think; when we were so innocent tiny todes and he very smarty has changed us to dirty soul who always think about sex,girl and all these stuffs....

we are debbared of this actual act for almost our 20s.Real show of love making is out of reach for 90% of us; may be we can quench this inquisitivness through many means be it magazine,movies and pornography.frankly speaking this is so taboo that we even in our close circuits never dare to talk on it openly.

Disclaimer :
This article is based on my day-to-day experiences and thoughts i undergo.This is a funny or serious but sure enough has daily account.

# If you find this article worth reading then please look this page daily for intersting updates.I hope and will try my best that this will be nice reading spot in due course of time

Regards,
Arun Bharti
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10 APRIL,2007
Proud DALIT
In TOI an article was there about a rickshaw-puller who now owns a hospital and many companies.His totla property worths around 30 crores of rupees.Hari kishan pippal who once in his ix class used to pull rickshaw because his shoemaker father paralysed leaving not a chance to make merry.

the person who never went to college can speak six languages : hindi,tamil,punjabi,english,german and russian.being a non medico and thinking to own a hospital is a suitable script for bollywood masala films.

peoples' hospital ressembles his surname.even if he is so successful that he has 10 ACs and many export product manucaturing units which he started by mere 20,000 bank loaned money is hesitant to use his surname because of fear that higher caste people will not buy his product or might sideline his hospital.

while telling this real life story of his fantastic journey he menstions "upper caste-lower caste several times which signifies that this well rooted caste system can be how much hounting to some body having a go in his life from dust to dasher life.
he is very critical about the representation of shedule castes.he believes the disparity can be bridged by providing high stipend to poor students.he says that adalit student should be given scholorship equvailent to a clerk's salary because unless he is able to take care of his family he can't study.
he ensured that his hallls,banquet hall are properly well maintained .he says his hall hosted many upper-caste wedding.Thought higher caste doctors work in his hospital and firms but this word he always uses tells the agony he suffers from inside due to this caste system.
he goes philoshphical when he says "The world is ready to bow before you.But you need to work hard to make that happen."

Best of luck pipal to your highly inspiring life.
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Today i appeared for my class test.Solar technology was the subject.this subject is in our course but irronicaly profs from mechanical department teaches this subject.his lecture delivering is so boring and lethargical that if you happen to attend his class you will be definately in doubt about his crediblity to be in IIT KHARAGPUR a well known place in Tech arena arond the world.

so before test i was so tensed.usualy we do not study.we have many things like orkutting, chatting,playing, partying to do over this crap called academics.so i was just prepared to be screw.but ahh in such a small class room we were tested.how in this world our prof think that they are smart enough to stop us cheating.???

i put my notes by my side,flapped its pages,kept coppying.same process was followed by my batchmate and two fellows sitting behind me.we all four were coppying from my notes.and in the last we came out triumphants.
wowwwwww .................what a test for IITians....!!!
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11 APRIL,2007
Mighty word "angry"
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Today i read an interesting article on use and abuse of word anger.everthing in life is based on expectation be it relation,profession,tempo or enthusiasm.cricket crazy nation invest their love and frantic aspiration in team india,companies sponser them ,BCCI handles them and they perform.if they let down we get angry because then this devotion happens to be bad transaction.

if you pray GOD for something and you do not get it soon then you get angry and abuse; curse GOD.the world needs anger.its careful and well calibrated investment.this is intent made intense and was quite often used by rishi-muni for SHRAAP.our current anger to team india has not any purpose but its a tantrum without specific goals.since victory in cricket is not a right so as we are let down and we are angry.if some thing bad happens we get angry.

anger is alwas missused.we are cheated or exposed or hated or betrayed always anger comes in our support.in that way we have an excuse.we are cheating ourselves by throwing this tantrum.so there is no righteousness in this anger, only a sense of delusional entitlement.
so next time you get angry think before that.it might be because you are leting yourself down.
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12 APRIL,2007
Fitness and exercise
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Now ,since 5 days i go for evening run.i do exercise, run,do some yoga type things then take cool shower n feel fresh for the whole night."early to bed and early to rise,makes a man healthy wealthy and wise" but in IITs we are customed to do things after 5 PM.here from 5 PM-5 AM IIT life is most active.every person is most active during these odd hrs.but if you happen to visit IIT at early day time you will find maximum people sleeping and bunking classes.

bunking classes and low attendence is a major problem in IITs.some suggested that classes should be held in night as a remedy to this problem.24X7 net facality is the force that provokes/attracts students to be in room.we do all dirty, funny and interesting things with our only love during stay in IITs and that is f***** computer.

If you claim that net facility is the culprit so remove that.but no,we keep gossiping on foolish,idiotic and dirty topics ;ofcouse haunting demon like professors and girls are most sought/talked about topics.

In the morning aroud 8 AM i wake up .after daily freshing job i take breakfast i keep bunking classes because i feel sleepy.even if i go for class then am not able to concentrate there due to sleepness.this is the problem with everybody here.

and yes !! i would like to say that if you bunk one class in a day you keep bunking all classes on that day.if you feel lazy then sleepness and laziness grows in dimension due to prolonged negligence and donot care attitude.The more you sleep, desire to sleep more and more increses.so cool off with this atitude;if you realy want to be successful and active.activism is way to success .laziness is way to more laziness negligence,carelessness and finaly failure.

so be active not lazy to be successful.
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13 APRIL,2007
Egoism and educational values
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We feel proud that we are educated and are ideal civilian than others who are illiterate and uneducated.But its not so.we are just a bunch of selfcentric selfassumed idealists.we are just well equiped with information about happenings all around the world.its partial maturity in terms of educational enrichment.

Real meaning of education is integration of education with soul.education is flowing water of spirit.it helps you reach out and touch the life of others.you learn to live beyond your narrow world of self.greed and selfishness increases with specialized education.here happiness is not included only success and more success is moto /aim of present education system.

present education system disintigrates the personality of student.spirituality is kept out and in the process ego gets magnified.egoism is spiritual poverty.true education should bring the realization that these are means not the end of life.they are way to happiness not the real happiness.

In training physical and mental aspects should be clearly emphesized.Thougths when purified develop into strong mind.But when compared to present education system,students are spoon fed the information rather than life skills.

most important is emotional balance with sound knowledge in which we are clearly lagging.Students receive grades,degrees but they have no clue about life and its difficulties.
A spiritual element is neccessary to meet the new dynamic but flat words.YOGA and meditation are the processes that create space for self and its need to love.practical lessons in copassion in action and love in action such as community service,caring for elderly,reverence for all life,celebration of all festivals and life in the world if included in present day curriculum then it will be ideal situation for education.It will spread happiness and joy of fulfilment,joy of unity and all the aspects wich are essential to happiness.

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20 APRIL,2007
Suffering and surrendring
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You are generally focused on action of ingnorance which is more due to extension of ignorance.while engaging our self in action we should enlighten our action with understanding.such an understaing makes us surrender our sufferings to the mystery of life,surrender is leap from the ordinary to the scared,from the logical to the cosmic.surrender is like opening the third eye.."i am".surrender is real growth.growth involves no suffering.resistance to suffering creates more suffering.if a stone is thrown on a wall it sounds with bang and makes noise.but if there is no wall it goes in empty space without making any noise.

very often we suffer because we are not open to the vastness of life.we are bound by our knowledge.what we know is finite but what we dont know is infinite.we are dead to something
that is beyond our knowledge.when somebody says unpleasant it hurts wall of your ego.if you empty your ego,the word will pass through you without facing any resistence.
make your life like an space so that everone no matter of what nature and sort ,can travel through you.Then you would be able to shed-off all your suffering.
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Thanks for your " PATIENCE" DEAR READERS.


02 MAY,2007
Life is so cool
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So now i am back again.This long break of 12 days has given me many stuffs to write.First thing first.

Life is so cool is my present status message in gtalk.just before that my status message was "friend in need is friend indeed.life is heaven with compu n hell without that".actualy the thing is that my compu had problem in between the exam time.this always happens.when ever i have my exam and i would be ready to be screwed up in that ;then my compu would face some critical problem and would not be working during whole exam time.
Some time i feel that GOD is very mercifull on me and probably due to his blessing this happens all the time.

i m giving you instances of this.in my 2nd yr i used to chat with a girl regularly 10hrs/day .my exam was near n i was ready for the D-DAY empty handed.but then some how something bad clicked between two of us.we broke up and i was so relaxed.our chatting was our passion and craze.it took off and so i was left with nothing to do but to study and study.so at the ned i managed good grades.so you see;GOD is always there .in every situation you will find him beside you.


Now coming to other point.
we do not study before the exams.so when we get the shedule of the exam its peak time of our tension.You can find me in most stressed situation in that period.God my brain starts being sluggish.i like to take peace out of time.but we cant do that.headache,stress,hypretension,less sleep all these things happen in these days.i would have headache which is my acute problem; even in exams.

If You are not a good cheater then you are the most troubled person.paper will be so tough that it will go above you understanding level, like JEE level.so doing without cheting is a uphill task.cheting is the best way to get good grades in IITs.you can find a well managed setting of maggu to not maggu in a long row on benches in IIT during exam time.the maggu will solve the paper.some lesse maggu will coppy it.he will show it to the stud behind him.n the chain would follow till last bench.this is how fantastic cheting is done.

God just imagine if the guy in the middle is asked to change his seat.then this long chain breaks,plan fails and so do the with a few exceptions.we write formula on hands,legs,pants,shirts,on the instrument box,in small papers put in our pocket,notes in the toilet etc.you will find a guy going in toilet so frequentythat doesn't imply that he has some health problem,rather he has problem in tackling todays paper :)


and when we are done with the exams then we enjoy luxury of our cool days.Thats why our life become so cool after the exams.


05 MAY,2007
Incest and Western Life
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incest is a very critical word.its a critical relationship.incest means having sex with the people who are in blood relation.its taboo in most societies but in the heart of america a debate in on whether to make incest legal or not.fierce attempt are being made to do so.

Now question arises why this situation occurs.?? why incest occurs.??? how can some one taking birth from same abdomen/ovary can have attraction which lands on having sex ???
how can a brother and sister, a mother and son, a father and a daughter can have sex with each other.

this is not natural.but the way debate is going on it seems many people are there who are strongly supporting it.

If you have seen some hollywood movie then you will know that this trend is not strange.they are so open in their sex life.they lose their virginity as such a tender age.they can talk on it openly.nude beaches,nude parties and even people who enjoy their complete nudity are there.
so sex is not taboo.its obvious that in such an environment that can happen.infact its so esy to get attracted with your so called blood relatives.

i some time take it granted that they would be having sex within the family when i see their life style.so i am in support that if they are doing that lets legalize it.no boundary to express their feelings.let them be incested and enjoy that.after all sex is the driving force of their existence.

Chapter-1
My Mom:my world,strength,inspiration,hope

A woman is a female human. The term woman (irregular plural:women) usually is used for an adult, with the term girl being the usual term for a female child or adolescent. However, the term woman is also sometimes used to identify a female human, regardless of age, as in phrases such as "Women's rights"

Excerpted:Wikipedia
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I must tell you ;this other half of the world(which they are not ???) have always fascinated me in every sphere of my life.What ever role they perform; be it of mother,sister,lover,spouse,wife,grandma.friend they are such that always push me in thinking mode.

these lines are from TIMES OF INDIA :It had bread in them defects as great but only at the cost of harbouring in their breasts a vulture,for every tearing the liver out and plucking at the lungs-the instinct for possession,the rage for acquisition which drives them to desire other people's fields and goods perpetually;to make frontiers and flags;battleship and poisan gas;to offer up their own lives and their children's lives......

so from where to start..???the first woman i came to know in this world is my mom.So i will talk about her in length and breadth.A fair,beatiful,elegant,photogenic,some what of bulkier,fully confident face,misty eyes,a little bit bold and manly voice these are some sort of external qualities that define my whole world,my mom.

when i got admission in JNV THAWE GOPALGANJ news spread like fire(becouse hailing from a village and making it to navodaya was a big thing,people thinking that my life is fully secured ).that fire kept burning her for almost one year.reason is me being so special to her and departing for leading a separate life at such a tender kid like age.how the hell in this world any mom will accept that..???
Being her first son who came in this world after almost 10 years of prayer, i was world to her .My upbringing was very lovely.every body used to love me ,i was all to them so in time being i became obstinate.so i always insist to have all the good things for me.this is a long story so i am putting a stop to this.

she doesn't have a big degree.she is simple house wife.her family is her world.she is god fearing.worshiping god,making wishes,taking blessings,praying and living in her small world.always ready to serve the needy;infact every body in our village approaches her for advise.kind hearted as she is so am i.honesty and humanity are the crest thing that is in her.she hates those who dont keep their saying.i love my mom on top of this world.

she is world to me and will remain.though my dad has given me everthing;he loves me so much that he could do any thing for me if needed but even then i am partial towards my mom.if i get some prize in cash she will be the 1st person in this world to receive that.

we were very poor when my mom got married.my maternal family is very strong.so her upbringing was very fantastic.but here she changed in all.she starved,accomodated,adopted,sympathasised and did all to make happier life.it resulted in a better life to us.

now we have very cool life.But She takes breakfast.lunch,dinner when all are finished.I don't know whether its good or bad but it creates a sense of discipline in us.When i am hungry or my any of brother and sister are so; she scolds every one;she becomes unbalanced;prepares good thing as soon as possible.Now that i am not kid so i do the same thing with her and feel that am doing some service back to her.


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My friends say that your wife/spouse will be very happy because you will love her so much.Yes!! i say because i love and respect woman.I love every cretature.I have great respect for woman because of my mom'charachter in me.I respect their preservance,strength .they bear all the pshycological,emotional,physical pain.They produce,give birth to this world but in the process undergo labour pain,they carry their offsprings for 9 long months ,they suffer the stigma of menstrual cycle,they breast feed thier progeny.I some time wonder why the hell GOD made girls so complicated and sufferer...???

Men in this world roam like tiger because of the strenght GOD has bestowed to them.
Allsh !!! it could be reversed to men so that they could feel the pain these beautifull creature undergo.!!!


One hindi poet has written :
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nari ne janm diya nar ko
nar ne use bazar diya
jab chaha kuchla or masla
jab chaha dutkar diya
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yes !!! very fantastically that defines our charachter.We not even respect our mom.sister,spouse,wife then how the hell we will be fair to others ..??? and just thinking this i feel some time to cry and cry and cry.........

one day,2 years ago,in the cool morning,my mom was in extreme pain.I enquired.she told me that she was in shevier abdominal pain.papa told me that she was undergoing that pain for almost 2 years but no solid medication !!!.I rushed with her to hospital ..son, dont worry.!!! I had verbal fight with my papa for this negligence.

I said"suppose any thing happens to mom then we will be like orphan .please dont do this to us.just thinking about her not beside us a shiver ,cold, chilling fire ran in my spinal chord. so this fear forced me to get proper medication for her.Then she was ok, so were we.Mom is my world,this doesn't imply that i dont love my papa.

Once i thought some accident type of all bad things happend to him and found that i would be like begger,begging for my survival.But GOD is very fair to us; we have their love,affection bestowed on us for ever.

once i thought,suppose somebody kill or threaten to kill them,then what shall i do..???.Then this IIT B.Tech degree will be nothing to me;neither i will forgive them.i will take revenege ;i will commit most cruel ,henious crime by murdering them all ;bastards...!!!


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wahi meri jindagi hain,wahi mera ashiyana hain
unke bina kaisa jina,kaisa mar jana hai..??
dipak ki tarah jalte hain o, roushan hota mera jahan
wahi hain meri dharti , wahi hain hamara asman
unke jalne se roushan hote hain hum
unke sungandh se mahakte hain hum
unko poudha khud ko ful kahte hain hum

ab yahi ek aash hai kuchh kar dikhana hai
unke liye bahut ji liya, ab mar dikhana hai .
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The way you are upbringed; your charachter is built in same way.True ..!!!.What i am as a person ,as a writer would always reflect my custom,lifestyle,upbringing,my love for my parents.

God please never give me such a success that i could forget these GODs even in my wild dream.I want to be as humble,ground feeted as i am today so that I could be able to give back what my parents have given me .If i will be able to help my mom and papa when they need me the most; i think my coming to this world would be successful.
GOD..!!! give me that strength that i will be able to feed them.If i could find a day when i will do everthing that my mom did to me when i was a kid ,my life will get its due.GOD.. pleese give me that power;bless me to that strength.......!!!


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Chapter-2
That Weak and Thin Girl
Am i a bad guy ...No..I am a good guy..???
this simple puzzle some times give me feeling that ahh!!! i am good but surely ,some time give feeling that i am bad.why..??? because i some time feel pity,sympathetic,emotional,activist type but just other day think that GOD !! these sluts deserve that treat.

very frankly,i am telling you ;i always analize myself.I give a thought everytime i go to bed that what i have done today is right or wrong..??? the job i did is right or wrong..??? and i always try to find the answers.i feel enthusiatic doing this analysis but some time regret doing that and feel guilty.this is how, i am very balanced and am fully responsible for my deeds....!

Today i read TOI(Times of India).I am regular reader of this newpaper.I am not advertising rather suggesting that everybody must read a newspaper.It will keep you attached to the nooks-corners of this damn world .vocabullary building,improved literature,time pass,movie review are the benefits you can get by doing just this little thing .By just wasting your more time..as all the people who waste their time in idiotic acts say about this.I am sorry if you are one of them...so lets come to the point.

It had an article about confessions of women who were ditched,love-mourned by their spouses.These were strong,professional,modern,upperclass houswives,media personnel and so so.They had gone to realization of prism of relationship.They now know how bad the color of rainbow is when love-lorn are ditched.These are blessed one but they also suffer.some said you are fortunate if you have never been in any relationship.

They are also feared,traumetised,insecured.they say that we are weak.just think if this is the situation with them then how in this world were ship-herd like women who are illiterate wolud be behaved.Just thinking about this your spine will be chilled to horror of experiences .!!!

They have faced the truth staring into their face.they are couragious,still they are physically ,mentaly,emotionaly harashed.how could these world-awared ladies can allow someone to let them abus for years..???.strange..!!! they do because they are weak.they are helpless.they can climb the ladder of success again and again but at the end they are living at the mercy of these scoundrals called "male" and male based world.I cursed GOD who made these vultures.They are single again status women cursing their life and relationship..!

In IITs so called females are very few to count.so called because they are biological female not in looks,in manners,dresses and attitudes.If you happen to be stranger and land up in IIT campus you will find this race.Go to social gathering places like canteen,cafeteria and to your upmost strange a girl would be standing beside you in a pair of trousers,goggles,skin tight T-shirts,boby hair cutt,no curves and you would be counfused by her aroma to say least that its a boy or girl..???.please dont laugh,its hard truth and we suffer with this stigma...

so i am lucky that a few of these species are my batchmate.when i came in IIT i would fantacise that aahh !! i would have lab partner,romance,going movies,chatting with them,dream date but GOD you are so unkind to us.

my class mate is not good looking so i decided not to talk to her.Why i should talk to her..???.here they have such an attitude that if you are taking initiative to talk to them they would feel like some princess of a kingdom.so i did not do that.Frankly speaking i did not talk to them almost for a year.I faced many problems but never took their help.

One day she was sitting on 1st row bench and i on second.then came my huge batchmate.he is so macho-look guy .he sat beside her but maintaining proper distance as much was possible.

I was watching both of them.Girl who is not beautiful rather say below par average look,thin hands,very thin and small body length with no curves.on the other hand the guy is almost double her size,triple in thickness of hand and macho look.I thought suppose he says to her

"oye...ugly bitch get off from here and go to hell".

what she would say..???is it her mistake that she is ugly and weak..???.she has no control on the way she is made.so why should she suffer.???she can't slap that guy because she is weak.she can't abuse him because she could be stolen rather stripped off with her modesty by that beast.so she is destinned to be abused ant traumetiged.she is helpless.God has made her like that.

Just thinking that i cursed the GOD.i cursed myself for the mistake i was doing since one year.i committed myself that i will talk to her like a normal gut talk to a normal gal.i make fun of her,make fun of myself and in return make her feel happy.Now we chat; share our happenings in life and this is how i am sheding off my guilt, my inner suffering of not chatting to her.

When ever i read a news about a girl being raped,physically abused,slapped,her face burned by throwing acid on her face i cry and cry...I curse GOD who has cursed these women.
if some idiot has fallen in love or lust and girl doesn't reciprocate then he rapes her,throw acid on her face or even can go to the extreme of murdering her.is it girl's mistake that she is girl..????

i say no .this is curse of GOD.GOD is so biased.why dont he makes the girls same powerful as boys are.Why only women can give birth to kids..??why they only can be impregnanted..???why they are so weak and classical..???all these question haunt me,frighten me and make me cry and cry...!!!

GOD you are so unsympathetic and biased.What is your intension..???Just tell me this.I will never curse you...!!!
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This is not an end to this subject.Thousands of question are still to be answered which are whirling in my mind.I have many stories of women and girls to share with you ,to throw light on this gender.God please empower me,give me strengh to realize their trauma,fear,abuse and pay my tribute.

Till then bye.
Hoping to be back.Have nice and critical reading.

Regards
Arun Bharti

See the happy faces of the girls
http://specials.rediff.com/news/2007/apr/19sl1.htm

Funny Things said in court
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These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are
things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now
published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while
these exchanges were actually taking place.


ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth?
WITNESS: July 18th.
ATTORNEY: What year?
WITNESS: Every year.

ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?
WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.

ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?
WITNESS: Yes.
ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory?
WITNESS: I forget.
ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot?

ATTORNEY: How old is your son, the on e living with you?
WITNESS: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which.
ATTORNEY: How long has he lived with you?
WITNESS: Forty-five years.

ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning?
WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?"
ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you?
WITNESS: My name is Terry.

ATTORNEY: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep,
he doesn't know about it until the next morning?
WITNESS: Did you actually pass the bar exam?

ATTORNEY: The youngest son, the twenty-year-old, how old is he?
WITNESS: Uh, he's twenty-one.

ATTORNEY: Were you present when your picture was taken?
WITNESS: Would you repeat the question?

ATTORNEY: She had three children, right?
WITNESS: Yes.
ATTORNEY: How many were boys?
WITNESS: None.
ATTORNEY: Were there any girls?

ATTORNEY: How was your first marriage terminated?
WITNESS: By death.
ATTORNEY: And by whose death was it terminated?

ATTORNEY: Can you describe the individual?
WITNESS: He was about medium height and had a beard.
ATTORNEY: Was this a male or a female?

ATTORNEY: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a deposition
notice which I sent to your attorney?
WITNESS: No, this is how I dress when I go to work.

ATTORNEY: Doctor, how many of your autopsies have you performed on
deadpeople?
WITNESS: All my autopsies are performed on dead people.

ATTORNEY: ALL your responses MUST be oral, OK? What school did you go to?
WITNESS: Oral.

ATTORNEY: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?
WITNESS: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.
ATTORNEY: And Mr. Denton was dead at the time?
WITNESS: No, he was sitting on the table wondering why I was doing an
autopsy on him!

ATTORNEY: Are you qualified to give a urine sample?
WITNESS: Huh?

This is Number one
ATTORNEY: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a
pulse?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: Did you check for blood pressure?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: Did you check for breathing?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: So, then it is possible that the patient was alive when you
began the autopsy?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: How can you be so sure, Doctor?
WITNESS: Because his brain was sitting on my de sk in a jar.
ATTORNEY: But could the patient have still been alive, nevertheless?
WITNESS: Yes, it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing
law!

Chokers..crushed..cowards...crunch...these are some words flashing and whirling in my mind when i am going to write this article.

do they realy deserve that i should invest my precious time writing on them..????yes !!! maybe.
If billions of peaple can waste their time,including me,watching their hopeless play on TV then i can take that revenge here spiting on them !!!!

Crores of rupees are invested on these pigs and at the end they choke to minnows..such a shit they are..!!!!
They are tiger on their soil..send them on other part they will give you horrifying experience of losing an inportant match.

when i think that i have seen likes of sachin tendulkar,rahul dravid,sourav ganguly,virendra shehwag playing and leading the record tables then it feels like a fairy tale of a failed hero and i feel like crying.Three of them have more than 10,000 runs to their credit but will retire not having a single world cup to their credit..what a contrast to their reputation. OHHHH GOD !!!!

why this loophole..???
i have some reasons..aggressivness,body language,fittness,fielding and bowling,cold blood appearance on the field in the crunch matches always give edge to opposite team.are we realy of cold blood nature..???? yes !!! i guess.becouse we always lose important games.

From the time i developed interest in this bat-ball game i have seen them losing a must win match.i remember the NATWEST TROPHY..they won all the 4 matches but when final came..they lost like pigs.In 2003 world Cup they got thrashed by mighty Australia.Just before that game they were intitled second big thing after australian.Soon within 6 hrs duration hopes of billions sank for coming 4 yrs.

Now in 2007 edition they went well prepared.But in the very 1st game they lost to Bangladesh.this match changed the whole scenario.In 2nd match they found BERMUDA to avenge their anger.All fired simultaneously and at the end they wrote their name in the rcord book.Ahhh !!!! all were now happy.What a performnace !!!!

Team india bounce back in heroic way..were headlines of all leading news paper and news channel.Then come the 3rd match..srilankans showed them their due.and now we are out of this coveted tournamnet.

Do i need to say any things about this choker..rather say joker in blue T-shirts.Who are making mockery of billion's hope..crores of money vested on them as endorsmnets...

I doubt if india will make worldcup final again..???
when likes of this living legend can not produce such a medal then hopeless to think about others.

Having said that...
Now its time to warm our blood..have a smile on the field..have viagara and boost before every crunch clash..lets wash-off this cowardice..and be brave enough..just see the AUSTALIA.they are true champion.be professional like them..be fit like them..play aggressive cricket like the..all thing will turn around..fortune will shower its blessings.
Just emulate Australia and be brave like SOUTH AFRICA..then that day is not far when we will have world cup in our hand.
Then only indian people will cry out of happiness not becouse of hopelessness and distress of losing games.

Best of luck to indian people and team india for its bright future ahead..and of course best of luck to me too being a huge FAN of indian cricket team.


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Chappell is right
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when sachin tendulkar says"we feel shattered and humiliated when our coach questions our atitude".True !! but indian janta also feel humiliated and shattered,though this has been their hobby since ages.They get humiliated and forget it.

Chappell's contribution to team indian is that he told the very basic fault laying inside indian dressing room ,in cricket crazy nation.He says to wake up from delusions of grandeur.as a professional he thought that problem is straigth and he has this simple job to rectify and make indian cricket move on winning track.But this is not so simple.

here politics,fight of personal power,racism,patriotism and then above all crazy fans are the hardcore fact through which you have to go to get yourself going.They can cry like horses on the racism meted to SHILPA SHETTY on BIG BROTHER but will forget the missbehave with GREG when an idiot indian FAN hits him just because he is GORA.
here heady mix of hysterical blindness,craziness blurrs a line between dream and reality of winning games.

here one win changes all woes and one lose makes life hell for everyone.if we manage to win then it would be beginning of next wave of manic mayhem.a couple of centuries by our endangered icons will make us to forget recent past and our flop show will lick the dust of our craziness.

we bolster our confidence by thrashing minnows.But reality check comes against harcore professional teams like NZ,AUS,SA.

And what that australian has identified is not the sole problem,problem is the way we look into the problems and things.our willingness to deceive ourselves.so we gaze at Tendulkar,and see as ever,a hero.but the next we lose a game he will be turned to a villain and effigies will be burn ,indian team will get slogans of death with garlending their pictures with shoes and slipper.this is how they are treated like demon ;villain from HELL when we lose a game. Thats the way we perceive the things.No coach can help in that situation.

so what greg has pointed is right.just we need to change the way we look into things.


Regards
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ARUN BHARTI

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Matam-Pursi
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Tin char karen aakar ruki.usmein se kai sundar auraten or purush sussajit hokar utre.mujhe laga ki koi shadi wagairah hogi..lekin o to krandan karne lage..ashcharya !!!! sahri gulabi galon or gahno se ladi,bhari bharkam kaya wali,umr ko kam dikhane ke liye mahngi moti parton ka makeup karne wali ye sundariyan bhi roti hain ?????dhire-dhire log jama hone lage.kahna na hoga ki kuchh hi chhadon uprant mao laga !!! ye char manjili karkrit ki imarat bhi krandan kar rahi ho.

main apne kamre mein jo chothi manjil par sidhi ke bagal mein hi tha ,padh raha tha.kotuhal vash bahar aaya tha kyonki ek aurat ke chikhne chillane ki aawaz suni thi.uske bad se to tamsha hi bana raha o plot no 365,us pure din.

bagal wali aunty ne bataya ki niche ek viklang auncle the unka tathakathit swargwas ho gaya.ek sal se main us uncle ko dekh raha hoon.o chal fir nahi pate the.ek noukar tha wahi unko wheel chair par pritidin sham ko ghumata tha.jab meri mitr mandali 4thi manjil par khaid hoti to jindagi ke kayi chehre us colony mein dikh padte.hum samne ki flat mein
capton uncl eki char betiyon-PARO,URMILA,URVASHI or MENKA se aankhen char karte the par jab bhi uncle or unke naukar par najar jati ek kadwahat si bhar jati thi maan mein....

kuchh bache kilkariyan bharte huye khelte,moti auntiyan sir ko nikalti or kuchh auntiyan ek sath chhat par baith kar ek dusre ki khal udhedti...!!!!

itne chitr ek sath jivant ho ghumte par aunle ka o chitr mujhe hamesha hi jhankjhor jata.
kyon jite hain ye log.???kiske liye ??kya khumari hai ki ye housala buland hai ???
itnse sare prashno ka ant ho gaya..!!!

maine dekha ki uncle ke parthiv sharir par ful malayen chadha di gayin ..chandan agarbati se mahoul mahak utha.ghi ke deepak jal gaye.madhur parantu shok sangeet baj utha..itna vyay !!! sabhi ro rahe the. Dekha o noukar sukhi aankh liye betartib hoidhar se udhar bhage ja raha tha.fir o wheel chair layi gayi..noukar fafak kar ro pada..meri aankho se do bund pani tapke..jab o karva,saj sajja uthakar le jaya jane laga..aoraten chhatiyan pit kar rone lagin..
ye kya..???? ek budhi si aourat aayi..uncle ke pair chuye or chikh markar anhosh ho gayi..
purush mandali antim karya sampann karne chali gayi..shesh rah gayi ye apuraten..!!! angan ko saf suthra kiya gaya.budhi aankhon par do bund pani dala gaya..o hosh mein aa gayi..
wah !!! kya abhinay hai..?????

baggal ki aunty ne ek kadva satya bataya.ye budhi aurat unki patni thi..unhe ke kamre mein rakh diya gaya tha jahan vah sara nitya karm karte..badbu si aati. saf-safayi wahi noukar karta...!!!wah noukar jab 10 sal ka tha tab se is ghar mein kam karta hai.budhi aurat ne uncle ko ek chammach pani tak nahi diya hoga.jab se unka car accident hua or dono pair katne pade..!!!

uncle MAHENDRA SINGH,STEEL PLANT ke deputy manager hua karte the.unki banayi huyi hai ye 4 manjili imarat jinmei inka pura kunba rahta hai..!!!!

aho paap...!!!!
or kadwahat bhar gayi maan mein..khair..purush mandili louti..
vyasat logon ko matam pursi ki bhi fursat kahan hoti hai..to yahan rahkar o 10 dino tak shok kya khak manayenge..?????
unke do IAS bete or ek IITian engineer beta apni moti buland aouraton ke sath apni vyastata mein fir se lin ho gaye..budhi aurat or changi si ho gayi..u laga mano bhari bojh hat gaya ho..!!!

yah kya....!!!!
dekha o noukar jo is ghar ka ..is jivan ka abhinn aang ban gaya tha apne sajo-saman ke sath shushk aankho se is SHAHAR ko dekhta,apne ganw chala gaya..pichhe chhod gaya mere maan mein or kadwahat..kayi prashan..!!

kya use wheel chair se sneh tha..??? ya us par aasin nirjiv mans ke lothde se..??? ya chhobh tha in kankrit ki imarat mein base bahri tor par sundar-sajjit,ghadiyali aanshu bahate swajano se..??itne prashan..itni kadwahat ki main ab tak mithash dhundhta hoon...!!!!

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Giddh Mandara Uthe...
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chilchilati dhup or udte dhul ke bavandar...say say kar chalti chamde tak ko jalane wali garm,ret udati hawa..kouwe or gidh aasman mein chhaye huye the. aasman badrang tha jaise vidhwa aourat ka vibhatsh chehra..jagah jagah mrit pade pashu pakshi or sukhe ped..yah bhayankar AKAL tha jo us prant ko jhakjhor gaya tha...

drishya :ek
us jhopdi se ek jarjar sharir ka umrdraj,sharir ke naam par haddiyon ka dhancha wala jita jagta putla nikla..uske hath mein khane ke kuchh pdarth the...abhi ek tukda tod kar dala hi ki pichhe se ghor padchap sunayi di...wah jijan lagakar bhaga...char panch ashthi panjar us par tut pade..roti ke tukde bikhar gaye or wah buddha wahin hatash ho kar gir pada..shesh ashthi panjar guthamgutha ho gaye..ek dusre par betartib var kiya..ek jiv vijayi hua..uske dhashe huye katore si aankhon mein chamak !!!!...wah is vijay ko manata tabtak is tamashe ko ghat lagaye baithe dekh rahe kouwe ne roti ka tukda jhapat kar asht kar diya..vah krah kar gir pada or giddh mandara uthe.....!!!!!

drishya :do
kuchh mari padi lashon par giddh,kouwe or kutte noch khasot rahe the.Dekha...sukhi ret mein char panch saal ka ek ashthipanjar reng kar ghasitate huwe unki or badh raha tha..uske pass hi ek giddh taktaki lagaye baitha tha ..chilchilati dhup mein wo jyon jyon aage badhta wah giddh usse kadam se kadam milata..uski chetna ne dhire-dhire usse nata toda..wah bejar ho pasar kar nishtej ho gaya..giddh ne us par nukili choch mari..!!! kala badbudar khoon nikala..sukhi dharti kuchh pal ke liye sinchit huyi...!!! uska sath dene ke liye kuchh or kowe or giddh mandara uthe.......!!!!!